Wed...

today is wednesday gt band practice... still the same lor... i dun noe wat i can say liao my juniors dun wan to work hard... i will help some one hu ones to make a effort to improve... they dun wan to make a effort to improve how to help them i dun have anyone to teach me anything i gt to learn everything by my self wat to do no choice senior ma... my juniors will nv understand how hard it is to be a senior... i wan to help them but they dun wan to listen wat to do? i my self is already not good enough n i wan to spent my time with them teaching them i would rather spend the time practicing my self right? arh... there is nothing else i can say liao... mr ng coming up with another band assesment wat to do? i must get myself ready for it... arh... it is nt going to be easy ... public concert is in 3 weeks time can i make it ? i really wan to put up a good show ...after public concert is CA2 wat to do? arh... every thing is no good for me... there is nothing to say liao la... i wan slp liao ... nights ppl... i will make tml a better day...